Getting moving

I am coming out of my little self pity party. It has been a hard few months (I know - for everyone!) but feeling sorry about it and crying "why me?" is sure not getting me anywhere. For the first time in years I know what I want to be doing. Dare I say I even have a passion for what I want to be doing? I think I do. But how do I make it pay? Not get rich, just enough to say I have an income and maybe take a trip once a year. That's not too much to ask is it?

I am going to really try to focus on getting my business up and running and generating income. It has become a very broad business and I will have to reign some of it in I am sure, but I know I am on the right path FOR ME. And I have already had success, just not monetary success. So if I really want to make this a business I better start treating it like a business. Come up with a plan and execute.

Years ago I took a wrong turn and turned into someone that really wasn't me. I don't know what I would do if I could go back knowing what I know now. I have met some dear friends that I will always love and hate the thought of not having them in my life, but this has been a hard road. Of course every thing happens for a reason and I am who I am today because of what has happened in the past. So I wouldn't change, but I would certainly do things differently!

Now it is time to be me and turn this around. I know I can. After all, in the Fourth Grade Mrs. Clute did give me the "I'll Do It Award" ( and yes I still have it!). Boy I do wish she hadn't retired last year, I miss our talks! But she was right then, and I will do it now!